RhysTheDino

i'd make a deal with the devil, i'd sell you for rock and roll. baby, you've got nothing on this wandering soul. go back to hell, with all your drama and your games. don't risk all your dignity for only 15 minutes of fame.

kevin; am i your one and only? me; my one and only what? kevin; everything. me; kevin, no one could replace you. everyday i wake up and you're the first thing that even comes to mind. while i'm waiting to talk to you again, i think about "how's kevin?" "i miss kevin." and so much more. i love you. you were there for me through things even when we weren't together. you've been my best friend for so long. i think you're amazing. sometimes, you drive me crazy and you get under my skin, but we aren't perfect. i'm happy i get to wake up and be able to say that someone as amazing, gorgeous and loving is mine. without you i'd be no where. i know

entry #1 you can just tell when someones  been spun out on drugs way too long. they just have this look in their eyes. and this attitude about them... they're always paranoid and jumpy. and you look at them and you remember when they looked pure in your eyes. entry #2 have you ever thought maybe, just maybe, someone could get addicted to telling lies? like meth or heroine? its like, when you tell a lie, you get a euphoric feeling...when you look at me and speak, that's all i see in you eyes. the pleasure of lying and knowing i'll believe every word you say.

 can we cuddle... in just our underwear, so our skin can touch? can i hold you while you wrap yourself around me? i'll play with your hair and drag my fingertips across your skin. i'll peck your neck while you smile and press into me so i can feel your hearts pitter-patter. we could whisper sweet things to each other over the pillows so that no one could hear. we'd just stare into each others eyes until a smile cracked the silence of our lips...

sometimes i lie awake in my bed thinking about all the people i've come to meet in my life. i never understood why i was really meant to meet anyone of them, until i met you. you looked at me with those blue eyes and everything around me seemed to just...click. I was so scared to touch you because i didn't want you to fade with the rest of my happiness. i was so convinced that you were made for me. you had a purpose in my life that was defined. i would have done anything to keep it that way. its sick to think i turned you into who you are now. someone who you hate to look at. someone i never wanted you to be. you used to hold my world in yo